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If I Make My Bed in Hell

from Ghost House by Harrison Lemke

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god of my childhood:
your praises were on my tongue
before i could tell bad from good.
you marked with a sign that only you could read.
you saved my life before i knew there was a need.

church on sunday
like pulling teeth,
small painful concession to all you've done for me.
i feel your spirit over me in the branches.
and i've never been one to take any chances.

when you're happy
i feel your delight
and when you're not
i'm drowned beneath your waves.
you hold your hand out,
but i can't tell left from right;
is it to damn me,
or to save?

am i the favored son,
or the hated?
will i be beloved
or berated?

how can i say?
i need you either way.

i need you either way

either way


from Ghost House, released April 15, 2019
hpl - acoustic guitar, vocals, fuzz guitar, claps.


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